Do you?

Do you ever wonder
If all we know is all there is?
Do you ever ask yourself
If you're missing out on something else

Are we really all alone
Or are we being watched?
Are footsteps following us
Or are our thoughts not ours?

What if there's something
Outside this world
Beings that are aware of us
And everything we do?

Do you think they wonder
What we're doing with our lives?
Do you think they pity us
Seeing all that we do

Waging wars, killing children
Oppressing and tormenting
Pollution and global warming
Destructing and depleting.

Do you wonder why they fear
Showing themselves to us?
Maybe we should see ourselves
From a different perspective.

Then we'll see ourselves
For what we really are
Beastly and inconsiderate
No compassion or love.

So look in a mirror
And see your self
When you leave this world
What do you wish to leave behind?

Awakening.

Lost myself, somewhere along the way..
Don't know how, don't know why.
When did you touch my soul; when did you look beyond?

Amidst all the chaos, I stand still
Unmoving, unfaltering,  unwithering.
Under all the supervision
And all the noisy chattering

It drives me crazy, makes me burn
From deep within the depths of my soul.
Yet I show it not on the outside
I will stay strong, I will not hide.

My ink dries up, my words disappearing
My mind goes blank, as I stand here shivering.
I wonder what its come down to..
The story of my life and the reason for this struggling

Pages are turning and chapters ending
But I push through them all, unrelenting
Lost in the madness of this addictive craze
I lose sight of my surroundings,  of Your protective gaze

Why should I rush, or hurry it up?
Wht should I even think, of giving it up?
I stand for truth, I stand for love.
I stand for God, in heaven above.

I slip back to reality,  make a fall
But the landing unexpectedly isn't hard at all
I feel the comfort in the arms of God
I'm not alone, and so I'll stand tall.

Forgive me my lord, for my moment of doubt
Forgive me, for my unnecessary thoughts.

I drift back to sleep, this time in peace.
Touched by a mysterious warm kiss, in the gentle of the breeze.